At various stages in the course of our disease progression, each of us
will turn to physical therapy to improve our quality of life.
I reached this point when I could walk for only a few minutes at a time
without excruciating lower back pain that almost forced me to quit the
one sport I enjoy -- marathon shopping. It also cast a pall over my
upcoming vacation plans.
My neurologist wrote me a prescription for PT and I took it to my local
hospital's outpatient facility. In my haste to find some relief, I took
the first opening they had and asked no questions. This was a mistake.
After an initial evaluation, the therapist told me my difficulties were
due to "irreversible" structural changes to my spine, likely caused by
poor posture related to Parkinson's.
"You understand that you have a 'progressive, incurable' disease, don't
you?" she asked.
I was incredulous at her lack of sensitivity. Does she think it is
something a person can forget, even for a few minutes?
Her solution was that I learn to use a cane, as walking would become
even more challenging with disease progression.
Refusing to waste my time and money on someone who told me she couldn't
help me, I set out to find a PT who could. This time, I did my homework.
I learned that physical therapists have different educational
backgrounds, specialties, and work experiences; and I sought out one
with advanced training, practice, and certification in neurology
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That someone was Beata -- a cross between an adoring teacher and a drill
sergeant. I knew she would not cut me any slack, and that's just the way
I wanted it.
I told Beata
that my immediate goal was to walk pain-free with the endurance of a
"normal" person while on vacation. She assured me that if I diligently
practiced a series of Pilates exercises at home, I would see steady
improvement. I sure hoped so because on day one, I didn't even know I
had the muscles she wanted me to isolate and move.
It took every ounce of my strength and concentration to move these
muscles an imperceptible amount. As I struggled, Beata yelled, "higher,
harder, higher harder" until she was convinced I had nothing more to
give. It was only after I had mastered these exercises that she told me
how difficult they are even for people who are healthy.
After 12 PT sessions I achieved what had seemed like an elusive goal -- I
could again walk and shop for hours at a time without pain. Most
importantly, I regained confidence in my own abilities.
And should I falter and start limping or letting my posture slip,
Beata's last words ring in my ears… "Remember, I'm watching you."
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